Fantasy Remote

This is the moment that I live for.
Here I am, stoping my feet of going where they wanna go.
For a second I wish my body could move without asking me if that's ok.
I wish the time could delete bad thoughts in my mind.
I wish I lived in New York. Where the cure is in the city lights.
Where I feel like I can do anything. Because I can.
For a second I look at you and I'm going to kiss you.
One more second and maybe that's not such a good idea.
I scream my wishes inside my head. No one listens. Not even me.
I'm surrounded by myself. I'm too much to live with.
I wish I could be free. And do whatever I wanna do.
That would be so great. So real. So new.
Walking down the stears.
Don't know where I'm getting at.
have nowhere else to go.
Just know I'm going too fast
Here I am. Here goes nothing.
Too much going on.
Inside of me.
Nothing outside. Nothing real.
You're here with me.
And do I wanna be with you.
Moouth looked by insecurity
The key is looked inside my heart.
I'm giving it. Getting it back.
My heart is looked inside fantasy.
Fantasy does not exist.
hm.